Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Heavy Hearts and Tear Filled Eyes

It is with heavy hearts and tear filled eyes that I announce:

It has been a rough 24 hours to say the least, Keegan went very quickly surrounded family that loved him deeply. He took his last earthly breath at 5:45 this morning. Ry and I had the chance to cuddle him in our bed after he passed and talked with him. I feel blessed to have had a wonderful Hospice Nurse overnight, our Pastor Bret Nicholson and Dan Gross involved in what would be the final part in his journey.
Be rest assured he is not in pain any longer and he be cuddled by his Granny Wanda and Great Granpa Polley along with his Cousin Hudsin.
Funeral arrangements are just pending finallized times, toward the end of the week for sure to let family get in town. Please keep Ry, myself and our entire family in your prayers and we move through the hours and days to come. This is harder than I ever imagined it would be. I will post more on the funeral home after our meeting in an hour.
Much Love!
Beth-aka Keegan's Momma

To View his online obituary: http://obits.dignitymemorial.com/dignity-memorial/obituary.aspx?n=Keegan-Chupp&lc=2683&pid=154924735&mid=4911117&locale=en-US

73 comments:

  1. Flutterby918December 6, 2011 at 12:21 PM

    I am beyond sorry for your loss. I have been so inspired by your story, your honesty, and your beautiful boy. Many prayers coming your way for healing and strength during this most difficult time in your life. (((HUGS)))

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  2. Mary-KateDecember 6, 2011 at 12:28 PM

    My heart breaks for you... I have followed Keegan's story through some friends of mine. But I wanted to let you know that you are being prayed for! May God grant you peace beyond all understanding during these hard days, hours and moments to come.

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  3. SiobhanDecember 6, 2011 at 12:40 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. My heart is broken for you. I pray that you find peace and I know that sweet Keegan has already found it.

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  4. KimDecember 6, 2011 at 12:44 PM

    Condolences to you and your family. :(

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  5. MelissaDecember 6, 2011 at 1:00 PM

    So much love and hugs to you and yours Beth. Keegan was a ray of light who truly touched me. My heart is shattered to a million pieces for you right now.

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  6. TaraDecember 6, 2011 at 1:02 PM

    Praying for you and your family.

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  7. Danielle A. ElwoodDecember 6, 2011 at 1:06 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. I know there are no words that anyone can say to help you feel better, but I can tell you I lost my big sister in October, and she certainly is there with him as well as your heavenly friends and family.
    xoxo I will keep you all in my thoughts and my prayers in these dark hours.

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  8. MichelleDecember 6, 2011 at 1:06 PM

    I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I pray that you can heal from this tragedy.

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  9. AmyDecember 6, 2011 at 1:06 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss.

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  10. AnonymousDecember 6, 2011 at 1:08 PM

    I am at a loss for any words. My wife Bonnie and I have followed this heartbreaking story for quite sometime now. I am a good friend of Dave Cummings. I wish I had the right words for you and your husband but there arent any to suffice. One thing for sure... I plan to do something awesome in memory of your sweet little boy and I will be in touch soon with further details.

    Love & Condolences - Samuel & Bonnie Whitaker.

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  11. The ChandlersDecember 6, 2011 at 1:12 PM

    Beth,
    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I will never understand. But I will hold you and your family in my prayers. I hope that peace finds you.

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  12. La Bonne Vie - The House of BrodtDecember 6, 2011 at 1:13 PM

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  13. AnonymousDecember 6, 2011 at 1:13 PM

    I am so sorry. Praying for peace during this difficult time.

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  14. La Bonne Vie - The House of BrodtDecember 6, 2011 at 1:14 PM

    I'm so, so very sorry for your loss and am just heartbroken for you. I know that there are no words that will heal or ease your pain, but please know that I am sending you and yours much love and many prayers for comfort, peace and eventually healing from your loss. May God continue to hold you close and shine his light upon you even in your darkest hour. God bless.

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  15. UnknownDecember 6, 2011 at 1:16 PM

    I am so very sorry. Words cannot express.

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  16. mom2natnkatncjDecember 6, 2011 at 1:31 PM

    Cancer Sucks! He was such a sweet boy and I want to thank you for sharing him with us. He is with many wonderful angels now.

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  17. SuzanneDecember 6, 2011 at 1:34 PM

    You and Keegan are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  18. SuzanneDecember 6, 2011 at 1:37 PM

    Love and prayers to you and your family. I am so very sorry for your loss.

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  19. SarahDecember 6, 2011 at 1:39 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. Many prayers for you and your family. Keegan was such a strong little boy.

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  20. RhiannonDecember 6, 2011 at 1:42 PM

    I'm so sorry for your loss, my thoughts are with you and your family.

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  21. SarahDecember 6, 2011 at 1:43 PM

    I am so sorry for you loss. May God grant you the strength you need to get through this hard time. Virtual hugs to you and your family.

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  22. child of GodDecember 6, 2011 at 1:45 PM

    Oh I just hate this Beth. I am so, so sorry for your loss. I will be continuing to hold you, Ryan and your extended family up to our Lord, asking Him to fill you with His peace.

    I really love Keegan so much.

    Praying and praying,
    <><

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  23. Hot Hot JJDecember 6, 2011 at 1:54 PM

    I don't know what to say. I have never read your blog before but Jill from Baby Rabies posted a link when she heard the horrible news.

    I am thinking about you. I am wishing you didn't have this pain. I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. There are a lot of us out there feeling for you.

    Good luck my friend.

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  24. Jane In The JungleDecember 6, 2011 at 2:08 PM

    My heart breaks for you, we will be praying you through this most surreal time.

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  25. FionaDecember 6, 2011 at 2:08 PM

    Oh Beth. Thinking of all of you at this very difficult time. Thank you for allowing us to be part of the journey and get to know your wonderful little boy.

    Huge hugs coming your way from Switzerland.

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  26. AlisonDecember 6, 2011 at 2:23 PM

    Beth and Ryan, I am so sorry to hear this news. I have followed Keegan's story from the beginning. I'm glad that he is no longer in pain but I can't even being to imagine the kind of pain you are in. My heart is breaking. I will keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers. Rest in peace baby Keegan.

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  27. AnonymousDecember 6, 2011 at 2:55 PM

    I am so sorry. Prayers for you and your family during this time. Rest in peace sweet little boy.

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  28. KendraDecember 6, 2011 at 3:00 PM

    I am so very sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Rest in peace sweet Keegan.

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  29. BethanyDecember 6, 2011 at 3:00 PM

    i know that no words can take away your hurt. i am sorry for the loss of your sweet boy.

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  30. LindsayDecember 6, 2011 at 3:10 PM

    We are so sorry for your loss, we are praying for you guys and sending comforting thoughts your way. Lots of hugs, love Lindsay & Jacob (www.lifewithjacobtwotwo.blogspot.com)

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  31. mebetroubleDecember 6, 2011 at 3:11 PM

    My prayers are with you and your family. May you heart be filled with the love you could have only known through his presence here on earth. Keegan you were loved and are terribly missed.

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  32. WeeMasonMan's MomDecember 6, 2011 at 3:25 PM

    So very very sorry for this huge loss. You guys are in my thoughts.

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  33. Amy NielsonDecember 6, 2011 at 4:02 PM

    Lots of prayers being said for you guys. But you are absolutely right, Keegan is pain free now & I'm sure he's up there running around with lots & lots of loved ones. <3

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  34. AlanaDecember 6, 2011 at 4:12 PM

    So sorry for your loss.
    He is among the angels now.
    I hope you all can find peace through this difficult time.

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  35. Eric and AmandaDecember 6, 2011 at 4:31 PM

    I cannot even imagine the pain you are in right now. I am so deeply sorry for your loss and hope that with time, your family will find peace as you come to your new normal. Many many people have you all in our prayers and I hope that brings comfort.

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  36. AnonymousDecember 6, 2011 at 4:44 PM

    So sad to see this. I wish I could be there with you and your family and share hugs and love. I'm glad you got the time you did and it sounds like you guys have many amazing memories to think back on and keep in your heart. I know Keegan will miss his mommy and daddy as much as you will miss him. Hugs!!!

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  37. EllenDecember 6, 2011 at 4:46 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. No family should have to go through this. You are in the thoughts of many right now.

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  38. jeanette burkholderDecember 6, 2011 at 5:03 PM

    Beth and Ryan- I heard the news from Scarlett's mom this morning on Facebook. I was in shock. I am so sorry for you and your family. There is nothing to compare to losing a child. No one can make you feel better right now, but just know that there are tons of people praying for you right now. You and your family are really amazing people. I think Keegan had a wonderful life with such great parents. Try to remember the good times. I will be praying!

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  39. KimberlyDecember 6, 2011 at 5:04 PM

    I don't know you or the beautiful soul that was taken from you so soon, but I wanted to tell you that my heart and prayers are with you.
    He is a beautiful boy and I know that his spirit will remain strong in your hearts and through the wonderful memories you've documented here.
    Much love.

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  40. Mommy to those Special KsDecember 6, 2011 at 5:05 PM

    I was sent her by a friend... we are praying for your family tonight and throughout these next days, weeks and months. Keegan is a beautiful little boy... I know he blessed your life greatly.

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  41. KarenDecember 6, 2011 at 5:15 PM

    I'm so very sorry, Beth. You, Ryan, and Keegan are in my prayers.

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  42. notanillusionDecember 6, 2011 at 5:21 PM

    All my love and prayers are with you!

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  43. Sandra KohlmannDecember 6, 2011 at 6:02 PM

    Prayers with you and your family. It is hard to understand these kinds of things, but I'm glad that Keegan can live in God's glory, without pain and suffering.

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  44. NatalieDecember 6, 2011 at 6:14 PM

    I am so sorry for the loss of Keegan. What an amazing, strong little boy. I am grateful to have gotten to know him through your blog. I will be hugging my little boy extra tight tonight, and will remember yours.

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  45. lisa gDecember 6, 2011 at 7:14 PM

    though i have never met you or keegan - through this blog i felt such a deep connection and love for you and your family. please know that there are lots of us here who care and are praying even though you don't know us!

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  46. JenDecember 6, 2011 at 7:28 PM

    I am so very sorry. It is hard to even know what to say. Keegan will forever live on in your hearts and in the hearts of so many people that you opened your life to.

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  47. MirandaDecember 6, 2011 at 7:45 PM

    i am so terribly sorry for your loss. your family is in my thoughts and prayers!

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  48. KelleyDecember 6, 2011 at 8:42 PM

    I'm so sorry. We've lit a candle for little Keegan tonight. Hugs, prayers, and thoughts to you and your family.

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  49. lizettealecioDecember 6, 2011 at 8:54 PM

    i am deeply sorry for your loss!! :,(

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  50. Mrs. WDecember 6, 2011 at 9:21 PM

    We are so very sorry for your loss. So many prayers being sent your way... God bless,
    The Wallace Family

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  51. jakeaveli88December 6, 2011 at 9:28 PM

    Many many thoughts and prayers coming from your friends on Stem Cell. We'll miss our buddy.


    -nurse jake

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  52. child of GodDecember 6, 2011 at 9:40 PM

    Beth,
    I wanted to let you know I put up a special post for Keegan. I would be honoured if you would view it, when you are ready.
    Keegan Cupp

    http://cprezra823.blogspot.com/2011/12/keegan-chupp.html

    Lifting you up to our Lord.
    <><

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  53. UnknownDecember 6, 2011 at 9:57 PM

    So sorry for your loss. I have a good friend that lost her son to this type of cancer about 3 years ago. I do not know how you mamas are so strong. You are amazing. Please know you are in my prayers.

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  54. AnonymousDecember 7, 2011 at 12:28 AM

    Beth, I am so sorry for your loss. I couldnt help crying when I first read it, my heart breaks for you and your husband. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Your strength is a true inspiration. I know your precious little boy is watching over you and giving you the strength you need to get through this. Lots of hugs and love.

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  55. EmmaDecember 7, 2011 at 3:28 AM

    Rest in peace baby Keegan

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  56. JodyDecember 7, 2011 at 4:32 AM

    My heart is broken for you and your family. Please know I will continue to pray for you as you face this part of your journey.

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  57. JODIDecember 7, 2011 at 6:54 AM

    My heart aches for you and your family. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I just started reading the Heaven is for Real book, and I have faith that Keegan is up there having a great time already! {HUGS}

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  58. RobinDecember 7, 2011 at 7:38 AM

    I am so sorry for your loss of your precious son. He is cancer free now, and dancing with loved ones, angels and God in Heaven. He is so lucky to have parents like the two of you. You both made his 2 years on this Earth so great for him! We can all see that! I am praying for your entire family to feel God's love and comfort in this painful time.

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  59. LauraDecember 7, 2011 at 8:34 AM

    I am so so sorry for the loss of your son. There are no words I can find other than I'm so sorry. I'm keeping your family in my prayers.

    Sending love.

    ~Laura

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  60. AshleeDecember 7, 2011 at 9:19 AM

    Thinking of you and your family today.
    May God wrap his arms not only around little Keegan but also you as you deal with the grief of this tragic day. Much Love from my family to yours!

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  61. JenniferDecember 7, 2011 at 10:34 AM

    I was not prepared for what I read this morning. I though (hoped) you would have more time. I'm so sorry for this terrible loss. You, your husband and your son will be in our thoughts & prayers.

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  62. MaryDecember 7, 2011 at 1:18 PM

    I am so so sorry. My heart breaks, my tears flow and my prayers raise up for you. Thank you so much for sharing your precious little boy's courageous life with us. He inspired so many while he was here and I know he will continue to inspire so many more in the days, weeks, months and years to come. That little boy is a HERO and a blessing to all!!!
    God bless your family!
    Love,
    Mary

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  63. Molly W. (@mommylovespark)December 7, 2011 at 2:42 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  64. ElizabethDecember 7, 2011 at 6:32 PM

    I am heartbroken for you, and praying for you constantly! I don't understand God's will sometimes, but I do know that we have a God who loves children and takes great care of them. I know Keegan will be looking down on you, smiling. You gave him a wonderful 2 years. I am so, so sorry for your loss.

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  65. HaleyDecember 7, 2011 at 6:42 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. You don't know me but I've been keeping up with your blog. I will say extra prayers for your family during this time.

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  66. JennDecember 7, 2011 at 6:44 PM

    Prayers and hugs from Iowa. May God hold Keegan tight in his hands.

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  67.  The Morris FamilyDecember 7, 2011 at 7:56 PM

    I am sorry to hear about your precious little boy! A friend of your told me about your and your family! Our family has also experienced loss, our 3yo little twin Joel was dx with neuroblastoma 12/06 and had a very short battle and now with the Lord, 1/23/07 It has been a long almost 5 years, the first year especially was difficult, the 2nd year the numbness wore off and lots of tears, the 3rd year I began to feel like me again and this 4th year has been finally a year of feeling like i can live and breath and go on with life! I say all that to let you know God will be faithful to you too! It is only through pouring myself around His Word, crying out to him and having a wonderful family of support that has carried me through! I guess the main thing that encouraged me as I read Scripture was God's sovereignty in life,all his works are done for our good and His glory. Certainly we can nnot comprehend all God has in mind to accomplish through such aheartache but finding rest in knowing that His plan was right, good and just has helped me find peace!!

    I am here if needed!!! praying for you!!

    Cindy Morris

    www.weloveyoujoel.blogspot.com

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  68. JillDecember 8, 2011 at 9:49 AM

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Your family will continue to be in my prayers.

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  69. AnonymousDecember 8, 2011 at 12:46 PM

    My heart broke this morning when I pulled up your blog. I have no words that will help ease your pain, but know that Keegan touched many lives and will not be forgotten.

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  70. AnonymousDecember 8, 2011 at 1:39 PM

    Beth,

    I am yet another complete stranger. I've spent today reading your story and crying for your family and the pain you must be experiencing. As many have expressed, there are no words to make you feel better right now. I just wanted you to know I admire your strength and you have inspired me to be a better mom. I don't know if I could share such a story like you have. You have done immense good in doing so. I know there are no explanations, but even if there were, none would be good enough? You were blessed with a beautiful little boy who is now in the arms of our loving Father. My family will pray for your family. Please try to find comfort in knowing that your little sweetheart touched the lives of more people than you can imagine. I am so sorry.

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  71. LizDecember 8, 2011 at 6:23 PM

    I am so very sorry for your loss. Keegan's life and the strength that he and you showed through this journey were so inspiring. I hope the coming days and weeks bring you peace as you continue on your journey.

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  72. DebDecember 16, 2011 at 2:39 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. We have never met and likley never will. However, I needed to share this with you. One of my friends commented on the death of a loved one and how she couldn't understand why she felt like her whole world stopped when everyone else was going about their business like it was a normal day. I just want you to know, that when we (your blog followers) read the news, our worlds "stopped" for a moment too. I had ordered a piece of equipment from pampered chef through your site, and now everytime I use it I will think of you and Keegan and keep you in my prayers. Some day you WILL reunite! Love in Christ...A friend.

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  73. DanielleDecember 17, 2011 at 2:33 PM

    My heart aches for you and your family. One day you will be with Keegan again and nothing will ever be able to separate you again. I have to believe there is a heaven so that this will be true.

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